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@Shaky
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shaky-schumi wrote:Yesterday was the funeral of my mother Hi shaky, I'm sorry for your loss and a little secret i have to tell you, I lost my Father when I was 12 and then my Mother when i was 21. These were very difficult times and very dark for me. Over the years the memories remain but the pain and blame on why, subsides. Everything is dark but as time goes on it eases  I still dream about them and the loss will never change but you cope. I had no early warning that either was going and sometimes it's for the best as thinking of what's coming can be the only thing you think about (day and night) The hardest part is after the rush as ended but your thoughts will become more rational given time, also talking about it can help, which I appreciate that in your writing you are  bottling it up can make things worse  I'm glad the funeral went without any problems and now you can find time to grieve  My kindest regards and best wishes for you and your families future
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Yesterday was the funeral of my mother
. This was my last goodby to her I'm still trying to get a grip on myself ( try not to breakdown ),but it's dammed hard . I don't have much words that i can say .... but i would like to say THANK YOU ALL for your support ,kind words ,PM's ,etc . These days are the worst black dark days in my life ,this Big loss is something i did not suspect to come so early , specially when you know that she was back oké for 80% ...you know that this kind of thing will happen some day ( that we are going to die i mean ) , but so unexpected is something i was /am not ready for . A lot of things had to be done in a very very very short , ( funeral , adminastration ,etc ) i was not ready for this at all , and than suddenly i had to do these things , i had no time to cry or stand still for a moment , no it was rush rush rush , and know this is all behind me ....i feel the emptyness in house , no sound , no mother around , no smell ( parfume ) nothing anymore .To those who still have his mother ( or father ) ......spend as much time as you can with her ( him ) ,because it can happen soooo fast I didn'd had the change to say goodby to her and that's something i hate myself for ( not her , but muyself ) , i'm mad/angry at the person above ( God ) that he had/has taken away my mother without asking  , she still had a lot to look forward too and now it's all over Regards Shaky |
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for the great guys in the [hidden link - please register] thread.
I wanted to write a post that I could recognize the Vertigo but I was not sure in this last night, my first thought was Marnie  .But it seems I'm too slow.  ( I wrote here because I think this post would be a bit offtopic in the [hidden link - please register] thread ) for movie fans If someone think that she/he knows everything about the movies then they are can test their knowledge in the [hidden link - please register] thread. The guys are awesome there. PS.: If someone has had enough of the naked girls  also in this case is a good choice to visit the [hidden link - please register] thread.
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Firstly I hope shaky that you are bearing up aswell as can be expected. We all have our own way of dealing with a grievance and there is really no set advice I could give you other than trying to spend as much time with family and friends and also to never bottle the emotions up. Lastly time is a great healer. It took me a long time to get through my own personal loss as my mother was my best friend but over time I was able to remember her and still manage to get on with my own daily routines. Once again I pass on my deepest sympathies to yourself and all those close to your mother.
Dackel0401 wrote:First let me say the following words and let me underline, double-underline them: Thank you and considering the circumstances that gives you a major plus point on my list, but here comes the "but" and no offense: I barely know you and you don't know me I guess. How long are you around? Weeks, a couple of months? Maybe you wouldn't have written that if you would know me better. Nonetheless you and the only person I am considering as a good friend here (by the way that's a compliment you only hear every ten years from me (if you're lucky) were the only ones who found it worth to ask and write a few sentences. Thank you for that! Yes that's a fair point Dackel, despite the fact that I have had an account on this forum for over 5 years I have spent more time away from this place than on it. I originally posted under the name of davecoolio which I then rebranded to tie in with the other forum where I'm also known as Scottishbloke which is where I tend to be more recognised from so a lot of the current members already knew me from that place despite my absence from this forum. I will take your kind words as a very high honour and well I suppose you probably don't know me too all that well as like everybody I'm not without my flaws. I tend to do most of my mad ranting on the UK Babe Channels forum probably because the chat Threads are a lot more active there, no disrespect to this place but there just doesn't seem to be the same volume of traffic in that sense other than the Eurotic TV chat Threads. Anyhow I'm happy to have come back to this place as I've made a few new friends and no enemy's yet
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Sorry to hear that shaky, my sincere condolences to your family. Speaking from personal experience, when my mum passed away I was devastated and felt the world had turn upside down for me so I can definitely feel you. However look on the bright side as she's not suffering anymore and has move on to a better place where she will look after you from above. She lives in your heart forever
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Small update: Pornhub + a jerk vs me (if anybody is even interested...)
I'm not sure the battle is entirely won, but the victories were only on my side so far. Altogether I have sent them three removal-requests regarding 31 videos of Cali and luckily there were not many discussions necessary and they have removed them all from their pornsite. The videos included from my first to my last Cali-videos, so I guess he must have downloaded most or even all of them. When I disabled the download-option, it was already too late. My hope was/is when the videos get deleted every time he uploads them, then he gives up sooner or later. Hopefully that is the case now because there was no upload of my videos in the last four days. As soon as he starts uploading again, their support will see some more removal-requests from me again and I don't care that they are not fans of excessive remarks and long letters (ok the third request was a little bit over the top). They provide the plattform and have to be punished as well... Scottishbloke wrote:Moving on I really hope Dackel that you haven't decided to leave the forum, it would be a sad day if we no longer had your presence here. I can perfectly understand your reasons as to why you may wish to take a break or stop completely with the vid making but at least stick around as your contributions on this forum are so much more than simply just uploading babe shows. First let me say the following words and let me underline, double-underline them: Thank you and considering the circumstances that gives you a major plus point on my list, but here comes the "but" and no offense: I barely know you and you don't know me I guess. How long are you around? Weeks, a couple of months? Maybe you wouldn't have written that if you would know me better. Nonetheless you and the only person I am considering as a good friend here (by the way that's a compliment you only hear every ten years from me (if you're lucky) were the only ones who found it worth to ask and write a few sentences. Thank you for that! Just a little bit of positive feedback, a little bit of support would have meant a lot to me but it doesn't seem that I qualify for that. I guess one day you'll find my name in a popularity-ranking very close to Leonid Breshnew and he will be described as the likeable guy... ;-) |
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Hello Shaky,
my condolences to you and your family All is now so unfair in your eyes , let your tears flow Keep the family together schubert |
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Hello Shaky,
I'm really sorry to hear, my condolences to you and your family! Joker |
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Hello Shaky
Sincere condolences Let this weeping face speak I have no words .... |
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Hello shaky
Sorry to hear this tragic news |
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So sorry to hear this Shaky.
Ik wens je veel kracht toe bij het verwerken van je verlies. Leah. |
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Shaky dear friend,
thanks God my parents are still both alive. I don't even imagine the sorrow i'll feel when their time will come. I often pray that this will happen the most later as possible. my deepest condolence feelings |
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Hello Shaky.
I am greatly saddened by this news. Losing a parent is a terrible thing. I lost my mother many years ago and I know how it feels. Only one thing I can tell you: you have to convince yourself that life goes on, just because your mom gave you your life. Your life must be the best memory of your mother. Remember that! If you have your own family, especially if you have children, this is what will give you strength to continue living, especially for them. I do not want to teach anything to anyone, but I tell you this because my family gave me the strength to continue living. Shaky, you must take courage and convince you that your life means to the presence of your mother inside you. My deepest condolences. |
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Hi shaky
The law of series...terrible period for the forum  shaky, keep the pressure, be strong even if it's easy to say for me Those times i measure my chance to still have my two parents, big chance... She doesn't suffer anymore now... 
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